Even with the convenience of Apps, smart phone, IPad, and computer I still manage not to update a diary. Why is this so hard? I get three pages and stop. Or I get three days into month' trip. What is the point of writing it? Will I read it? Would I publish it? Would I learn something and not repeat mistakes and gain insight. Bla.
I keep yelling out to the universe thinking God will hear me. I keep thinking that my writing will matter; that my thoughts will create better realities for me. I find less of a purpose, my being, everyday. Why did I think MY thoughts and actions mattered!?
How did I get the advantage of too much food, too many channels, too many options; but someone with greater skills, drive and purpose die from lack of food, clean water and a unstable country? Why do live thinking my life is empty and thinking if I just had these three things I wouldn't be worried and my life would be perfect, finally?
Korea and writing- two subjects that are pointless for me to spend time thinking and worrying over.
Korea and writing- two subjects that are pointless for me to spend time thinking and worrying over.
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